Crazy Idea

Friday – 6^th February 2009

 

After some bad incident at work, of course, I’m so looking forward for my day at work come to an end.

 

After knocking off at 6pm, took a train and head to Orchard. I hate to take train at this hour; it was always packed with people. Finally squeeze my way out of the Orchard station.

 

It was drizzling out there, to avoid the human traffic, I decide to walk in the rain and make my way to Taka. I’m glad that it less crowded in Taka.

 

Having a hard time to decide what to get for dear’s mum. After some recommendation from the sale girl, I decide to get the Renoma hand bag.

 

It was only like 7.20pm when I’m done with my shopping. So I decide to move on to Centre Point for a walk. Book shop is always the best place for me to spend my time, it will take me some time to decide what I want to get.

 

Brought a book from “Times” and wondering where to go next. Looking at my watch it only 8pm. Some crazy ideas come to my mind. So I took a stroll down to Marina Square. Sound crazy right?? I found it crazy too when I think back now.

 

I walk all my way from Orchard to Marina Square. While I walk passed any bus stop I really feel like giving up my crazy plan, but still, I continued my walk. Weather was humid, my legs was tired. The height of my heel isn’t a good choice for a long walk.

 

Finally I made it to Marina Square after an hour. My ankle hurt too much for me to continued shopping. So I went to the Dome Café, had my Tiramisu and coffee, that for my dinner.

 

Head over to cinema to meet up with the rest when time get closer. Watch Underworld. It wasn’t a wonderful show to me, but I guess it still acceptable.

 

After movie, all head back in different way. Dear know that I haven’t eat my dinner so he bought me to Mac at Clementi. Too late for a meal, just have some fries and my favorite Hot Fudge Sundae.

 

Saturday – 07 February 2009.

 

I love to laze around at home, it only apply some time only, when I crave for peace & quiet. Spend my whole morning and afternoon reading my book on the bed; I starting to enjoy this type of life.

 

Till evening time, head to dear’s house, went out for dinner with dear and his family, it an early celebration for his mum’s birthday.

 

Had our dinner at Kallang Seafood Restaurant @ Rooftop. The view is nice from there. But the food was bad, very bad. They actually serve us abalone that tastes funny; we believe that it had already turned bad.

 

Guess how long eat take to finish the dinner? We reach around 7pm and we finish at around 9.30pm. Their service is SUPER slow and the price is far too high. Guess it will be the first time we visit there, and also the last time.

 

 

Sunday – 08 February 2009

 

Nothing much for the. Anyway I had passed dear his early Valentine present. Hope dear like it. Ask dear not to buy anything for me on the Valentine as I request for a “BIG” Present next month on my birthday. Hahaha.

 

Some photo that Yong took during our lunch time on Friday. He is good isn't it??

life is special

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.'

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears.  Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

 'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.'

‘Then last night as we slept in the farmer’s bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later.... 

Some people come into our lives and quickly go… Some people become friends and stay awhile....leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts.... and we are never quite the same because we have made a good friend!!

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present!

I think this life is special...live and savour every moment....
This is not a dress rehearsal!

My Day~

Today my “tail” was stepped by 2 Bitches early in the morning. A fat and a skinny one. Spoil my day; no wonder my day wasn’t so smooth after all.

 

Was trying to tally up my LFP stock in the engineer’s room for this coming stock take, and here come the fat Bitch making a fuss in the room, creating lot of noise pollution.

 

Wanted to head back to my desk to get some information from my lappy and the Bitch was blocking the door. Manage to squeeze through a small “hole” behind her and pull open the door.

 

Don’t know why she got so “SCARED” by the door opening sound and elbow me hard on my back and she yelled.

 

“Wahlau!! Open the door don’t need to say wan ah??? Wait bang me how???”

 

I got so pissed hearing that and answer back.

 

“Did I knock on you?? Never right??”

 

Look at her in my pissed attitude and walk away. She elbow me never say sorry and yet she dare to blame me. She should know her SIZE and shouldn’t block the walk way. So angry.

 

After the Fat Bitch left and here comes the Skinny Bitch. I don’t know if I had offended her in anyway but stop spreading stuff in the office.

 

My boss come over to me and asks me why there a shortage of LOT of stock I never inform him and is the Skinny Bitch that told him.

 

Explained to my boss. Firstly, there isn’t a lot of shortage. Secondly, I had never spoken a word to her on my stock count; she will be the last person I will turn to if I had problem at my work.

 

Is just that she asks me for a Damper last week and I could not find my Damper this don’t give her the right to spread to the whole office that the stock I in charge of is in a mess. Even my boss never doubts my ability of work, what position is she in to spread rumors of me doubting my ability?

 

I was so pissed.

 

Went for a department meeting from 11am to 12noon, lot of news for us. A new re-structure going on and the news really shock us. Guess we are going to have a hard time after April 09.

 

Had a fun time at lunch today. Before the CNY coming to an end, meet up with the “gang” and had our very own “Lo Hei” session. Had 鱼生 and maggi mee for lunch.

All the blessing good word that we need to say when we doing the “Loi Hei” had becomes the wishes that we had for this coming 2009.

 

Had so many “Lo Hei” session for this CNY season. Just simply hope that I will have a smooth year ahead.

 

Department "Lo Hei"

Today we have lot of event going on in the office.

Early morning is the Lion Dance,

This is the "珍字" that they give,

and of course the "财"

Both of us was both in the "牛" year!!!

The "Lion" went round the office to "pluck" all the ang pao that we hang on the ceiling.

I was scared by the "Lion",

it suddenly run over to charge me.

my collegues say i'm going to "HUAT" for the year.

Look, the "Lion" is getting the ang pao I hang above my desk,

they say it will bring you good luck for the rest of the year.

Having 2 hours of lunch break today.

Having Department Lunch & "Lo Hei" session today.

this is the "Yu Shen", a fruit base "Yu Shen"

We are split into 2 table.

Soup & Lime Juice for the start.

Yong, Rozi & me with our main dish.

Me & my dessert after meal,

of course not forgetting the birthday celebration for

our February Babies!!

Super filling meal we had!! Good & spicy food!!

Yum yum!

 

Dead Knob in Me~

Everyone sees me as a bubbly and cheerful person. I don’t shows other what in my mind and what mood I’m having for the day. Smiles will be seen on my face most of the time. Not because I’m happy always, but I just won’t wish that my mood will affect other.

 

At time, my mood swings will overcome me. I’m not good at expressing myself; I prefer to be in silent. If there something in my mind bothering me, I don’t need a solution from anyone, what I need is a listening ear; I will do my self recovering.

 

Self recovering period depending on what the problems that bothers me. If that is the dead knob in me, I guess I will need a long recovering time.

 

Some of the dead knob is in me since I know anyone of you out there, a knob that no one can untie for me. The impact is forever. Time heal everything, but no matter how beautiful is the heal, a scar remains.

 

The impact a parent can create for their children; spoil their childhood, made them carry a “shadow” of fear wherever they go. They are so cruel isn’t it? The children are just so pure and innocent, why must they go through all this? They don’t have a choice; they cannot choose who to be their parents.

 

Someone told me before,

 

“Everything is already in the past, why it bothers you so much still? After all, he is still your father isn’t it? If not because of him, you won’t even be in this world.”

 

I shed my tears immediately in the bus. Of course I know that, I know without him, I won’t be even in this world. But he made me lives with fear in this world. I cannot remember any childhood stuff other than fear, tears which I shed and nightmare that haunt me every night when I’m young.

 

I tried not to recalled, I tried to draw out the lines dark and clear, I tried to cut away all ties with him, but still, we are blood related.

 

Sound funny right? It the last Friday meets up yet it still affects me now. I shouldn’t even turn up that day if I know this is going to affect me so much. Even my mum realized that I became quiet after I came back. She kept asking me how the meet up, I kept avoiding the topic. Since she realizes the change in me why she kept asking still?

 

I cannot talk to my mum on this; she lives in the “shadow” of fear still too. Who can I talk to? Who will listen to me? Who is there out there I can share with?

 

Please let me get over it fast, it started to affect the people around me. I want my smile back, a smile that really comes out from me.

Bai Nian at Ben's place

Yesterday meet up with Ben & Kelvin at City Plaza around 8pm. Dear parked his car outside Ben’s house and all of us head off for dinner in Kelvin’s car. Cool car he has.

Had steamboat at Golden Mile. Started I was so looking forward to try the food there, the way they describe make me wanna drool. It turns out as a disappointment for me. YUCK! The seafood is not fresh, even the pork got funny taste. The soup was totally tasteless till we add seasoning to it, the only things that is good is only the chicken rice & satay.

After dinner, head to Ben’s house to “Bai Nian”. Well, a little incident happened again, just like 2 years ago. I knew this is going to happen when Ben’s mum offer me pineapple tarts, the feeling tell me something is wrong.  It makes me feel rather uncomfortable, but I can only smile and give it a pass.

I love Ben’s dog, it SOOOoooooo.....CUTE!!! It name is Lucky. A very obedient dog. After playing with his dog make me feel like getting one real soon. I like Lucky's breed compare to Xing Xing's breed. Lucky is more quiet and the most important I can’t stand dogs with lot of saliva.

After leaving Ben’s house, dear bring me out for a spin. We head to Changi to see “Ah Gua”. Some of them are just so pretty and their figures are really power!! Some other once you see their face you can tell that they are men, so “er xin”.  

Feeling of having, and losing at the same time~

Well, i back from my dinner with my dad. Should I say I'm feeling relieve now?? I also not sure what type of feeling is that, kind "ke wang" the love from a father, but at the same time I feel afraid of.

I guess my father is so proud of having his daughter coming to visit him. So when we heading to the coffee shop for our dinner, he will introduce us, as his daughter, to everyone he dump into.

"Hey, this is my daughter. Pretty right??"

The way he speak is like a 60 years old old man go around telling everyone,

"Hey, finally!!! I got a GF, pretty right??"

I feel pity for him at the moment, but he can blame no one, he is the one that chose to break this family up.

While ordering the food, I can see he is trying very hard to guess what we like to eat. Guess he is the only person that think that I'm a veggie lover.

While eating, silent fills the air most of the time, he is trying very hard to break ice, but the ice is too thick for him to handle it alone. Once so closely related, yet feeling like stranger now.

How I always envy all other daughters that have their father help them with the fish bone, peel away the prawn shells, chose the tender part of the chicken for them to eat, finally, i experience that feeling today.

But the feeling wasn't great to me, my eyes turn watery instead. I dunno why. Is like a feeling that you always looking for, finally is here, but you know after today, everything we back to same old way again. Is like a feeling of having, and losing at the same time.

Seriously, I don't know what is in my mind now. I wish to have a shoulder to lean on now, is like suddenly I feel so lost. I duno how to handle this feeling.

Mixed Feeling

Lazing in the office, hope that the time will passed real soon. Suddenly received a SMS from user +658433XXXX (I did not save the number in my phonebook).

 

Sender: Tonight you free a not? Your sis coming at 8pm to see me, you want to come??

 

A SMS from a lonely man. I paused for awhile (in deep thought), I replied an “OK”.

 

Many bad memories come to my mind at the paused moment. I tried not to recall, but I saw all the flash back still.

 

I believed I can forget everything that had happen, but in reality I just lying to myself. I hate him; I hate him to the core, but that was at least ten years ago.

 

Forgive & forget is easier to say then do. I cannot say that I had already mastered the skill, but I’m trying very hard to.

 

After all, he is an old man now. If say in nasty words, I won’t know how many more new years he going to have. He never does his duty as a father, if I also not do my duty as a daughter, what make me so different from him?

 

Anyway it just a simple request of having dinner with his own daughters, a request which I had been turning down for years, I think it time for me to answer his request now.

 

Although I had agree to go for the dinner tonight, but I still have a mixed feeling in me. I’m don’t know what feeling is that, but it making me very uncomfortable, I never had this feeling before.

Some Silly Jokes to Share

Stress Reliever #1 
Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your
picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, 'What other problem can there be greater than this one?'

Stress Reliever # 2 Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles
and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or
troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever # 3
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to
give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

Stress Reliever # 4
Wife to husband: 'What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the
night?'
Husband to wife: 'Golfing with friends, my dear.'
Wife to husband: 'What? At 2 am ?!'
Husband to wife: 'Yes, We used night clubs.'

Stress Reliever # 5
Father to son after exam: 'let me see your report card.'
Son: 'My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents.'

Stress Reliever # 6
A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word 'beans'..
'My father grows beans,' said one student.
'My father cooks beans,' said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: 'We are all human beans.'

Stress Reliever # 7
Interviewer to Millionaire: 'To whom do you owe your success as a
millionaire to?'
Millionaire: 'I owe everything to my wife.'
Interviewer: 'Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you
married her?'
Millionaire: 'A Billionaire'

Stress Reliever # 8
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

Stress Reliever # 9
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.

Stress Reliever # 10
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are
sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!

Stress Reliever # 11
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.

Stress Reliever # 12
A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face
or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of
humour.

Stress Reliever # 13
Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are
you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.  

 

“meet the parents” session

End of my long CNY break, back to work today. Feeling rather stone, cannot adjust my body clock back yet.

 

Yesterday woke up earlier compare to the past few days, as dear told me that he is coming over to my house and 拜年 with my mum in the noon and bring me out for movie after that.

 

Received a call from dear in the late morning, telling me that he not able to come over my place at the noon time as his friend is troubled, he need to accompany his friend but he promise me to come over to my house by 5pm.

 

Feeling a little disappointed when I hear that, wondering how am I going to spend my afternoon at home doing nothing. But I believe that at times, each and everyone need some support from their friend, there is no reason for me to be unreasonable.

 

Dear kept his promise, he reach my house at around 5pm. I’m very surprised, when my mum ask him if he want to stay over for dinner he actually agree.

 

Dear told me that he never had a “meet the parents” session before. But I want to thanks dear to do this for me, for the past two years, I been persuading dear to have a simple dinner with my mum but he had never agree to it before.

 

Thanks dear for doing all this for me, I really appreciate which you had done.

 

After having steamboat at my house, me & dear head to Kallang Leisure Park to catch a movie, watch “Love Matter”.

 

I will not recommend this show to anyone of you out there, I feel that it rather a waste of money to watch this show. No story lines, not that funny actually & it very draggy.

Exhausted

Feeling kind of exhausted now after so many day of activity going on. Guess I should start of from the day of Chinese New Year eve.

Had my reunion dinner at home with Cat & mum of cos. Last year of having reunion dinner together I guess, this year end Cat is marrying off, next year will only left the two of us. I really can’t imagine the day I marry off too.

After my dinner, wait for dear to come & pick me up. I’m so happy that dear say he going to bring me to “River Angpao” for a walk, very sweet of him isn’t it, as my Dear hate crowd.

Kind of disappointed that it not like many years back, what a boring place, so we decide to make a move from there and head to Mac at Marine Square to meet up with the rest.

Expecting to see fire work like all other years. Who know when the clock strike 12, only loud cracking sound and white smoke in the sky. Guess everyone know that economic is down, maybe the government want to save up the firework money and replace by fire cracker instead.

Head to Katong to meet up with the rest. Everyone was busy with their “machine”, so me and dear head to e-coffee to grap  a drink and watch Liverpool VS Everton. It a lousy match I can say. After the match, I’m feeling rather tired. So dear send me home first before he head to Kelvin’s house for gambling session.

Chinese New Year first day, as per normal routine, need to go my grandmother’s for visting. I’m so bored there, it just a routine to me and I feel kind of meaningless for spending hours sitting there, doing nothing.

Around evening time, dear done with his visiting, he came and picks me up. Head to my house for a short nap, as dear only slept for 3 hours the day before. Woke him up at around 8pm, got him wash up and it time to head to Kelvin’s house.

Had our dinner over at Kelvin’s place and it gambling session again. As there is too many of us, we decide to play Black Jack instead of Mahjong.  Lost around 20 bucks for me, and dear lost 150 bucks. Kelvin is our big winner for the day, he won around 400 bucks.

It already 3plus in the morning, too tired to continue,  ask dear to send me home first before he carry on with the games.

Woke up only at noon today. Got myself wash up and took a cab to my grandmother’s house, play Black Jack again, but luckily never lost much today. After dinner over at grandmother’s house, took a cab over to dear’s house.

When I reach dear’s house, head to his room and saw everyone gather around the table playing Black Jack.

Gambling, gambling. Is that what Chinese New Year all about? I also don’t know. Anyway I just break my own rule and gamble 2 days straight; I had enough of all this gamble stuff. Break my promise to myself no wonder I can never win.

Anyway just something to share, I’m a person that can never win in the gambling table. It a vow that I made, telling me not to have anything got to do with gamble.

~ Happy New Year ~

It Chinese New Year eve today, looking up to my clock now, around 3 more hours to our reunion dinner time.

It gonna be the last year Cat will be eating with us. This coming December, she will be officially marry off.

Yesterday, dear wake me up from my sleep, ask me to get ready and he will come & pick me up. Dear behave rather weird, he doesn’t tell me where we are heading to. Finally we reach Steven’s house, overheard their conversation then I know we are going to West Mall.

Little situation happened, no choice, reach West Mall but never even step out of the car and we head back le.  

Me & dear not knowing where to go now as the situation spoil his plan (I don’t know what his plan still) so I suggest to head to West Coast Plaza.

It a lousy place to go shopping, most of the shop there is not open still, and the place is very small. Most of the shops which are in operation are only food outlet. Had our early dinner at Fish & Co, love the Clam Chowder.

Finally dear tell me what he is up to, acting so strange the whole day. He read my blog, he know that I have a lot of thing I wish to buy. So dear actually want to buy a new MP3 and my wrist poach for me today. I’m so touch!

Told dear actually I wish to buy those thing by myself, but dear insist to buy at least one item for me, so ask dear to get me the wrist poach.

At night, we head to Tampines 201 there to have a stroll at the “Pasa Malam”. Guess we arrive too late le, most of the shop had closed; left those that sell New Year goodies.

Singaporean is really very scary, look at the way they snatch those goodies, somehow I will feel ashamed for them.

Had this conversation with dear today, wish to share with everyone out there.

If u were a Degree holder, facing this bad economic, you are retrenched, after trying so hard to find a job, there isn’t any outcome. Will you bring your pride down, to work in coffee shop to carry coffee??

For me, personally I think I will. Till the situation that you have no income, worst to worst case, if you have a family of your own, children to feed, pride is nothing to compare to money.

This is my personal view; you can agree or disagree to it. Maybe I always like to look at those worst worst situation, that why I took up hospitality course bah.

Guess I’ll stop here for this entry, think about the conversation I share, it always good to get yourself prepare for the worst before any situation comes.

Let me wish everyone out there a early ~Happy “NIU” Year”. Wishing everyone have a great year ahead.

 

looking forward for CNY

Did some evil stuff with my girls today, but no guilt in me, somehow it lightens up my day even more.

 

Since is evil stuff, definitely I won’t be posting any detail here. *Hehe!! Evil smile*

 

Just blame themselves for their mouth being so 贱.

 

So looking forward for the arriving of this coming weekend. Never happen before, but since Monday I already have the weekend mood.

 

I’m too old to look forward for CNY like what I always do when I’m young. I’m just look forward for the long break.

 

Did lot of window shopping recently, suddenly I realized I got so many stuff that I wish to buy or wish to have.

 

• A new MP3, mine spoil for a long time le, but currently no model that I’m aiming
• A new Camera, forget what brand is that.
• A poach for my mobile when I go jogging.
• A new wallet as mine is already dirty & torn
• A lady-like bag which I had never own one before
• An oversea trip that I  always been looking forward for
• A new pair of jogging shoes, my pair of Addias is super worn out
• I want a puppy!! Waiting for 小星星to be born.
• A new desktop for my mum

 

It always good to have something to look forward to, but if the day which I really have the money to get all those stuff, in the end I will also 不舍得to spent these money on unnecessary thing.

I will feel the pinch. *Ouch* (think le also feel the pain)

 

红包

Got my 1^st 红包 for this CNY. Given by my big boss.

 

Damm funny. He chose a红包 that state 喜outside.

 

Cannot blame him for that how would an Indian guy know what the meaning of 喜.  

Heard him ask the colleague opposite what is the Chinese word mean on the other 红包.

 

Flash Back

Skip my lunch today and accompany Eve to do some shopping. Before going back to office, went to Food Court and get some fruits.

 

Brought a packet of guava and half a pear. Sitting in front of my lap-top, eating my pear. Suddenly my grandmother comes to my mind. I miss her a lot; lot of flash back comes to me.

 

Been ages since I last had a pear. Remember those days when I’m still young. Kind of home-less at that moment. So every weekend, my mum will bring me to grandmother’s fruit store to pay her a visit.

 

Without fail, my grandmother will pass me a pear when I reach there. She knows I love to eat pear.

 

As time passes, thing changes. My grandmother age a lot. Still remember I was staying in my aunty house around secondary school age, staying in the same block of flat with my dad & grandmother.

 

Every evening, no matter sun or rain. I will see my grandmother tired back-view from far, with an umbrella over her shoulder, carry her belonging in her plastic bag, walking slowly back home.

 

This routine continues till the day she fall ill. She got a stroke. Due to some family issue, the aunties and uncles decide to put my grandmother to an old folk home.

 

At the very start, I’m not allowed to visit my grandmother. My aunties somehow put the blame on my mum, so to prevent anymore misunderstanding, mum strongly forbid me to visit grandmother.

 

Force to find out the address of the old folk home from my dad, if got a choice, I won’t want to even speak to him. Seek for my friend help to send me there.

 

I remember the very first time I went to visit my grandmother there, it was raining heavily. Got all soaking wet. When I first saw her on the bed, my heart ache. Tears kept rolling down my face, my grandmother cried with me.

 

She was trying very hard to speak to me, but no words coming out from her mouth. Her hand still as warm as before, her smile still as gentle.

 

Visit her every Sunday after work. Till one day, when I visit her, the way she look at me I can tell that she can no longer recognize me anymore. Got to know that she suffer from stroke again. This is the second time.

 

Her health is getting from bad to worst day by day.

 

One of the night, I received a called from the old folk home. As the nurse is unable to contact any of my relatives, she called me, telling me that my grandmother had left us.

 

She had left me 3years plus, going to 4years this May, but I still miss her badly.

 

I love u, ah ma. You will always lives in my heart.

CNY Shopping

17 January 2009 - Saturday

A gentle phone call from my dear in the morning, wake me up from bed. Got up and had my shower, head out to pay for our "baby" installment.

Brought lunch for mum and head back home, it times to make my "爱心" cookies for my dear. Dump in lot of chocolate chip to suit my dear's taste. Before Sharon came I’m done with the job.

Dear came and pick me up after his school. Head to Queenway with Kelvin and Rong Gui for some CNY shopping. Yap!! You all did not hear wrongly, we went shopping.

Didn't manage to find any shoes for dear there, and we can't find Kelvin's jean either. So, second stop, we head to parkway.

Had our dinner at the hawker centre, and time to shop again. No grap again!! But at least Kelvin manages to find his jean.

My lazy bum Dear keep complaining that he is tired of walking. Anyway he seldom or can say never go shopping with me, and of cos, I treasure those moment.

Planning where to go next. The rest intend to go to JB. Kind of sad as dear don't wish to tag along, as i really wish to make a trip there by car, never try before.

Sad!

18 January 2009 - Sunday

Is a usual day for us to "烂" at home, but not for today.

Had our shower and got prepare to head to Tampines. Insist dear to go for a hair cut at Jean Yip, the price for a man’s haircut is not cheap.

The hairdresser told dear that he is so lucky to have a GF that actually pay for his haircut. Guess what my dear say to her? He says he was being force to come for his haircut, he damm “麻烦” right?

While he getting his hair cut, i went in to different shop to look for dear CNY clothing. Manage to se a few. Force dear to try on those after his haircut. As i know Dear hate shopping and squeeze with everyone out there, so just went in those selected shop which I chosen.

Got a good grap from Puma, at last manage to find a pair of new shoes for Dear, his old pair is really dirty. Got his top too, a pink top for this CNY!! Dear only wear black for most of the time, so for this CNY, being force by me to get pink top. Dear's mum also suggest him to get pink this year. I think Dear look cute in pink.

For myself, I did not manage to buy any stuff. I was so busy looking out for Men’s top and shoes while Dear having his haircut. Anyway, I had over-spent this month, it also good for me not to do any shopping.

 

心理測驗

心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：
 a.感動 - (5)
 b.傷心 - (2)
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈) - (4)
d.生氣- (3)
e.擔心/緊張 - (1)

排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～

]    感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。
 
 
]    傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。
 
 
]    痛：你想要別人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。
 
 
]    生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 ,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。
 
 
]    擔心 /緊張：其實真實的你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!

So What your???