worn out

kind of glad that 10days had pass, my mum is back in singappre.

at e very first stage, i tot i can fully enjoy e time w/o any control, but thing didnt turn out as i expected.

sort of worn out evry single day. life was dull... not enough slp. wk in e morning, need to go back hm to do housework daily. if wanna hang out wif frenz, need to pay a price for tt, whick is do my housework till middle of e nite causing me to feel so zombie e nxt day.

very late for wk last friday, nearly an hour. nv expected e closure of e road for F1 can create such big impact. so no choice, stay till late tt day.

on my way back hm, jam was horrible, chose to doze off in the bus. woke up 1/2hour later, still on ECP. but nv did i expect i can c the test track of the F1 thingy from the bus. listening to my MP3 yet i can hear e loud sound e machine gave out.

sat, stay went to dear's hse to do his stuffs. tons of clothes waitin for me to iron. did not manage to finish tt, dear's frenz reach n making noise le.

head to suntec for e motor show, who knw tt it end early due to e F1 thingy. went to experience e F1 fever near e track, turn out to b a bad headache i hav as e noise is far too loud for me.

bump into YM n andy over there in suntec. afr leavin e place, suddenly feel that e evo 9 which we are sitting in is so quiet compare to e F1 machinery.

went for dinner n k session, totally worn out.

sun woke up, had my lunch n continue with my unfinish job of ironing. quickly get my thing done, rush hm to clean up my hse b4 mum head hm.

step into my hse, broken glasses everywhere. kind of speechless a e moment. take stupid clock drop off frm e wall causing this mess. kenna cut on e hand still.

went shower afr i throw all my clothes into e washing machine. afr shower, my kitchen was flooded with soapy water, e pipe went loose.

i broke down, jus a simple thing i cannot do well. i trying my very best to do e best of everything, let my mum feel comfortable, not tt she got lot of stuff to do when she cum back from holiday, but still, a mess i created.

thanks dear for being there for me when i feel so lost, helping me to clean up e mess. thanks lot dear!!

~ I LOVE FREEDOM ~

it had been long since i last update i guess. . life seen to be as boring as before, actually nothing much to update as well. but jus feel kind of bored at work. . no bosses ard. . wat a wonderful time to relax awhile.

anyway, jus for all your info, i found my full time job le. yap!! intend to stay n continue to wk in Epson. pay wasn't tt wonderful, but to tink back, for a newbie for deskbound job still consider gd le bah, definatly better den HD.

i love the office job hours, wake up early n squeese my way to work like everyone else. afr work will mit up wif dear, or hang our wif my fren. at least i feel i hav more time for everyone now.

been acting like a house wife days ago, my mum went holiday at Beijing, off for 10 days. so afr a long all at wk, i need get back hm n do my housework, wash n iron clothes, i can c wat i going to be like in the near furture le... kind of scary, n worn out at time.

is not so difficult afr all, but can u image, i seldom do housework, but now, not onli my mum went holiday. dear's mum went oversea too.. so for weekday i need to head back my house to do my hse wk, over e weekend i need to go dear's hse to do their. . . . .

now i knw how wonderful to hav my mum ard to do everything for me. but wat i love most is e freedom i hav now, no mum's nagging.. i can stay out as late as i wan, jus need to ans to myself if im able to wake up e nxt day for wk.. i can dun go hm if i dun feel like...tt really wonderful!!!!!

~I LOVE FREEDOM~

happy birthday sharon

hApPy BiRtHdAy DeAr ShArOn....

~~MaY aLl YoUr WiShEs CoMe TrUe~~

Hope time will stop at weekend

Monday blue! Back in my office now after my weekend. Feeling kind of lazy now, how i wish the time will just stop at weekend.

Let me recap what have i done this weekend.

Last Friday is not like a working day for me. Wake up at 6.24am, just want to make sure i will reach Harbourfront by 8.30am to meet up with Shana and Eve. Yap, i'm early, but still not as early as Eve. Had our breakfast at Kopitiam while waiting for Shana to reach.

After Shana reach, took a cab, head down to Bukit Batok, our Service Lab. Get started real soon for our stock count once we reach. Manage to finish real soon as we got lot of hand to help out today.

Just simply cannot tanhan that B***H, only know how to shake leg and ask other to do this do that, all she know is sitting down comfortably and talk. What wrong if i got a tattoo. I don't seem what have it got to do with her. Got tatto doesn't show that I'm bad, at least i know when to work and when to play.

Back to Vivo at around 1.20pm. So hungry, pass our usual lunch time. Had our lunch at "Super Dog". Yummy, thanks Shana for the treat as she late this morning. After lunch, time to head back to office.

Never really do anything when we got back to office. MSN is a wonderful thing to use in office not to keep us bored. Play MSN with other from different department, just won't run out of common topic for gossip.

On the dot, off my desktop, left the office. Went to Vivo to meet up with dear and his mum for dinner. The quene outside the restaurant was so long, but i don't think the food there is nice.

After dinner, head back to dear house, let him have a shower first and meet up the rest at P.S for movie. Watch "Phobia". I love the movie, scary!! Just can't stop laughing when i hear dear and the rest screaming. Hahaha...suppose to be a scary movie, yet i keep laughing.

After the show, went to Serangoon to get Jimmy's car paste with sticker. Waited so long, tired! So me, dear n Benson make a move first, send Benson home, then dear went back home to pick up some stuffs and come to my house.

OH NO!!!! Forget to on my alarm!!! Dear was late for his meeting, feel so bad. Wake up help him to get ready, mum had already made breakfast for us, pack the breakfast for dear and send him off to work. Time to get back to my la la land.

Woke up at 10plus, time to get prepare and head out for our Teachers' Day meet up once every year. Meet up with Sharon, head down to Orchard Ceni, went Suki Sushi buffet for lunch. Girls gossip as usual, even Merlinda join in the gossiping.

After lunch, still early, accompany Sharon to meet up with Junjia. 2 of them need to accompany to grap some mooncakes for Taka. Lot of people there, hardly have chance to walk walk around, so we just grap and go.

On my way back home, dear came and pick me up, saw rainbow in the sky that really lovely.

Sunday woke up early to wake my piggy dear up for his family lunch, send him off and back to bed again. Stay at home whole afternoon, let dear get his stuff done. Cook grill loster for other tea time, really yummy. Who know loster shell is cover with spike, kenna poke by it on my hand while dealing with it, so itchy....ArrgggHHHhhh....

Went K-box for buffet dinner. Now they even have the service to help other to take photo. So happy, i love the picture, as i know dear hate to take photo, yet this time round we pay for the photo and dear willing to take with me.

Can't wait for time to pass real soon, it not even 11am yet...

Waiting, waiting, waiting...yet the time is crawling.....

Treasure..

today is NQMM gathering again le.. happy n looking forward to mit up wif those crazy pal..

we can nv plan a outing beforehand wan, always mus last min mit up den most can turn up... well, tis time is 6 minus 1 again...andy held up in wk today.

went to hav steamboat at bugis "tian tian huo guo". e food not very nice... e price we pay i dun tink is worth it lor...

afr steamboat, there always room for dessert. eat my fav macha sundae, heavenly...n of cos, as usual, it photo taking time...

no where to go le, tml need to wake up early for wk, jo hav a morning flight to catch, kel need to reach sch by 10....guess onli MW n YM iis like damm free lor...

thanks for sending us hm, ah cek....thanks fo e ride

it fun mitting up but the feeling is no longer e same like last time le... silent fill e air most of e time... topic is no longer common... time n distance really play a important put in maintaining  a relationship, b it is a boy girl relationship, or a simpe friendship..

maintaining a relationship require time, effort n e heart u put in... hopefully e relationship tt i treasure, no matter wat relationship is it, hope tt it will not fade wif e time....

long weekend

feeling kind of lazy at work today afr my long weekend..

last friday time was crawling, cant wait for 6pm n time to knock off. on e dot..6pm, run... so sweet of dear, come n pick me up afr wk. went to walk walk awhile at vivo, had our dinner n head hm watch dvd.

slp till quite late on sat, wake up had our lunch. the rice tt dear's parent bought is super big packet, too much for me le. afr lunch, accom dear's mum to watch the olympic together, watch e gymistise competition.. their arm really damm power, superb!!!!

nua till late evening time den we when out for dinner..while having e dinner, i can even hear the firework...as promise to dear, i did not bark him that i wan to watch firework this year, but feel kind of sad never get to see..sobsob

afr dinner head back to my hse n nua again, den dear when out wif his fren to play game.. feeling kind of bored at hm... so late le, feeling very sleepy, but still need to wait till dear come back, open door for him before i can go to bed.

nice n sound slp on sat nite, still feeling lazy dun wish to wake up. dear's phone ring, ignore n head back to slp. but he wake me up telling me is 2pm le, i jump off e bed, wondering y i slp till so late, kenna his prank again..it onli 11plus lor..

drag myself off my bed, make lunch for dear. who know tt lazy bum doze off again, wake him up for his lunch, watch vcd for the whole day, preparing our dinner, guess if jaryl nv call us out for a drink, we will rot at hm the whole day.

mon, is not a working day for me. cos my company is a 5 days work week company, since e national day fall on sat, we got additional 1 more off day. even dun need to work, i still wake up early, head to bugis n mit up with e group.

surprisingly, xiao kel was not late tt day, n i'm e one slight late. i wonder did i really change tt much. saw kel, walking toward him n he cannot recognise me lor..kind of sad!!!

keep calling e rest but all nv pick up, knowing that all tos lazy bum are into deep slp, andy still dare to set such a early timing for us to meet. dun care abt them, me n kel had our lunch w/o the rest. finally they call.

kind of miss tos day when we use to hang out together, bring out tos "classic joke" that we nv seem tired of laughin over n over again.. miss tos "suaning" session that we nv seem out of new stuff arguing jus to kip other mouth shut for jus a minute. jus kind of sad tt jo unable to make it.

time fly, going to 3pm le, andy n kel need to make a move. so me, mw n ym continue wif our nonsense session till ard 5pm, dear come n pick me up. afr picking me up, head to simei to pick up dear's mum, accom her to buy dinner n head back.

nua awhile den head out to mit jaryl. purpose to watch movie, but onli left wif the 1st 2 row seating, so we head to yishun there for ktv session. reach hm ard 12plus...so tired!!!!

although is abit tiring, but i really had a enjoyable weekend, somemore get to mit up wif tos buddy!!!!

harsh reality

The reality world outside is jus so harsh and fake.

smilez on e face make u feel warm n welcome, but be aware, sharp pointed knife is going to pierce u thru your back real hard n deep if u drop your defence by alittle.

i always wanted to c wat the world is like outside, den i realise how ugly the world is. it really disappoint me. no more navie n true, no more pure n innocent. if u wan to survive in this world, u must learn to play with the game.

mus always remember to "cover ur own backside". black and white will always save u from being shoot down by e arrow. jus a small infomation tt u wan to pass on, send a email, always save a copy in your folder, tt will save u from trouble.

while sending email, cc to as many people as possible, even to tos which are not directly involve. not forgetting a copy to ur boss. not all will reply u fast, but if wan to get thing done fast, cc with ur boss "BIG" name on it, e speed will b superb.

i hate it this way, but tt e real wking life out there. to survive out there, mus always learn to protect urself. how i wish the world is as innocent is before, everything is really cum frm the bottom of the heart, n not do for e sake of doing.

friday, wat i always looking for...

it friday today, surprising im home so early today.

jus love friday so much, cos tml is not a wking day. today at wk, super nua. can say i nv really do a single thing at wk today other den replying some customer email.

especially afr lunch, all the ppl in my department went for a meeting, gd time for me to slack. surf the net, go smoke, go pantry take coffee, till ard 530pm they are back into the office, act busy for 30min n time to knock off..heehee..

went to vivo to meet up wif dear n his mum for dinner. recommand them to diao xiao er for dinner, simply love e herbal roast duck. dear think their food is not worth for such an expensive price.

afr dinner, went to dear hs to nua. he super busy playing wif his new Htc diamond phone. kind of cool, but to complex for me.

watch tv till dear receive his phone call, time for his mahjong session n that y im hm so early today...

look forward for my ktv session tml.

memories

been long since i last update. busy with my work?? not really, kind of pull myself today wk daily, wait for lunch time.

afr lunch always feel so lazy, act busy most of the time, no longer now...nowaday always got tons of work waiting for me.

on e dot, 6 o'clock, off my desktop, time to say byebye...

that e kind of life i'm leading now. now everyone, guess u all will know y i take so long to update my life, cos for now, if got chance, not neccessary, i will not on my desktop or laptop at home.

i already need to face it 8hr a day, eyesight is getting from bad to worst le.

been putting on weight recently, eat le sit, sit le eat...non-stop eating day n nite.. die le....

while on bus, on e way home, lots of thought run thru my mind while i pass by marina south on ECP.

changes is meant to b a gd thing, but while changes are made, things are lost at the same time, now onli left with memories to recall.

marina south is full of memories for me. it e 1st place tt me n dear went out together when we first know each other i tink 7-8yr ago, and tons of memories there. jus simply love to sit by e seaside wif my dear by my side.

guess i jus tink too much le....but memories are always so sweet...

monday blue

i hate monday, mus drag myself off my bed..squeeze my way into e MRT...make my way to work..

but i love e weekend which had jus pass.

fri, finish wk..i hav nowhere to go. went for  a hair cut...walk walk at suntec n P.S before i head down to wait for dear to finish sch.

afr dear finish sch, went to hav our late dinner together, n went to watch movie, "Hancock". i dun tink e show is nice but dear love it. getting late le, so dear sent me back hm n rest.

sat, nua at hm whole day, till dear finish sch le cum to my hse n do his wk.. had pizza for dinner, try a new flavour, beef bacon cheese burger....yummy!!!!

finally, dear got time for me tis weekend le. he done wif his stuff. get change n time for him to bring me out. but we drive 1 round outside, nowhere to go so head back hm n play 2 ppl mahjong.

play till 1 plus when mum came hm den we stop, head to e room n watch e cartoon "flush away". who knw i watch half way n doze off le.

sun, early in e morning wake dear up for his family lunch...den i continue to nua n hm till dear come back, watch tv together n evening time we head out to marine corner for dinner.

feel so gd tt dear finally hav time to accom me..but guess we need to cut dwn our expenses, not to spend so much, time to save up.

mon, done wif all my stuff at my wk...clear all my email inbox...send out all letters to customers... rearrange my desktop...before lunch time i hav nothing to do le.

so sad, during lunch time all other went off for lunch, leaving me behind... dunno where to go wat to do. so jus walk ard vivo, call tracy to chit chat...got so much to catch up..gg back to HD to wk tis sat, kind of looking forward.

afr lunch time totally hav nothing to do at all...act busy...find thing to do...drag till 6 finally knock off le...haiz, wonder hw i gg to pass my time at wk tml..

 

my weekend

finally got back my phone yest le. so far it still wking very well. afr i got my phone head to tampines to pass e D.S back to kiwi. feel so paisae, it was wif me for mth le.

when dear finis his sch, he came n pick me up. head back to his hse to get his stuff done first, den we head to city plaza for our dinner.had mee hoon kueh for dinner.

afr dinner we saw a very old skool acarde there, there even tos pin ball machine n can u guys rem tos acarde that we went to when we are very young, collct tos ticket to exchange for winning? it was found there too..amazing!!!

afr playin wif tos old machine, dear accom me to buy foods for our tml dinner. e cashier really pissed us off. well, it make me more angry if i tink abt tt again.

afr shopping, head back to my hse, watch a vcd, "run papa run" kind of funny n touching show. it really touch a person heart if u found out wat a parent can do for their kid. afr e show, had our shower n head to bed.

so angry, it sunday today. y cant ppl b more considerate. making so much noise in e morning, renovating job shouldnt b done on sun. cannot get to slp anymore, wake up, get ready breakfast n coffee for dear.

dear busy doing wif his stuff together, but im busy too. need to season e meat, get ready for our dinner, get ready my wanton paste n make dear fav wanton for him. my hand still got e fishy smell now afr handle wif tos prawn n meat stuff.

make wanton, oxyster veggie, black pepper pork chop for our dinner. so full till now.

watching tv enjoy tis type of relaxing life now, but my poor dear, is still in my bedroom, struggling wif his wk. really wonder when tis type of non-stop stuff will come to a end for him.

i miss e time when he got so much time to accom me, no stress no wk at weekend, bring me out jus for a simple walk, go for a movie when we r free.

thinking back tt tml is a working day again feel so sian, guess i really not suitable for tis type of office life. guess need to look for something different again afr 3mth..

jus hope time fly. i really love weekend now..

my complaint

im so tired afr wk..

not use to wake up so early, not use to stare at e desktop for 8 full hours. not use to not talkin to anyone at work, not use to squeeze wif everyone on MRT n e morning.

Like a sponge, need to adsorb so much a day. will die lor.

i suddenly miss HD so much, i miss e fun n laugher there.

i miss my darling, since i start wk till now i cannot ans his phone call during office hours, haven c him. miss him so much.

wish me luck

some ppl ask me:

"fen, u wking in service line since u r 15, a total of 8 yrs leh. somemore u jus complete ur diploma in hospitality, y suddenly u hav such a big changes gg to wk as a OL, is not ur style of life."

guess dun need me say everyone onli got 1 person can make me hav such big changes, tt is my bf.

i wish to b like all normal ppl, wking 8-5 job, fix weekend off, dun need to wk during public holiday, most impt i will hav more time to spent wif my dear.

not knowing if im able to adapt to tis type of life, so decide to giv a try as a 3mth contract staff. no benefit, no welfare in tis current job as a part timer, jus wan to giv it a shot, as a gain of experience.

somehw my decision seen to back fire. he dun seem to quite like my choice.

jus feel kind of lost at time. i suddenly start to doubt of my decision making power, jus realise tt i simply lost e power le.

tml is e start of my new job, for e 1st day. wish me luck. hope is a gd start for me.

i pray tt everything for dear will go smooth.. i pray real hard for him to get thru his dwn period fast.

i love off day

guess wat, i went ice ski on mon...nv guess i will even try tt in my life. kind of fun n scary experience for me.

meet up wif eeteng n junjia at bedok inter, head to katong mall there to wait for alicia, but she got something cope up n will b late. went to e coffee shop there to eat e you ji mee 1st before we head leisure park.

reach leisure park, went arcarde to play e basketball thingy, afr e game, challenge junjia in time crisis. suddenly someone hug me frm e back, scare me, lolz...it alicia, she reach le.

she want to play too, so let her play, me n eeteng went to play a toopid game...dun tok abt it.. damm funny lor, n we look like total idiot.

finish we e game, went for a grap before going for ice ski. e shoe super heavy...i simply jus wan to hug e wall n dun wan to move at e 1st start. but afr awhile, manage to handle le, though is not fast but at least need not hold on to anything le

afr ski, all head back hm. haven receive any call frm dear yet so went to his hse there to wait for him. he came n pick me up afr his wk, head back to leisure park again..for K box buffet dinner..feel so bloated.

tue, force myself to drag out of bed, need to head to east point to get my phone fix, receive a call frm dear while at e bus stop, accom him for a lunch, den he send me to sis hse .

head off frm there, went east point, den it shopping time.. everytime when i wan to buy clothes is no money..now is got money, no clothes to buy..damm sad.. in total got 3 top n 1 pant...afr shopping, went for coffee wif sis..i jus simply cant resist tiramisu, got tt as my dinner.

afr coffee, took a cab dwn to dear office, wait for him to get his stuffs done n it shopping time again. dear brought me to suntec, sayin to accom to c got clothes to buy anot, in e end turn out to b him look look see see at e tv...

feel so gd tt e past few day dun need to wk

update

well, jus some update to all. i got my new job le, as a admin assistant in epson, as a contract staff. starting wk on 25th tis mth, wish me luck. hope im able to cope wif e 8 to 5 job as a OL.

let me recap wat happen recently...hmmm... thur left wk early n met up wif e girl gang...

life is like so diff to all. elaine remain unchange, kiwi got ROM last mth, ting oso gg to ROM on tis coming sept n she got into SQ, congrate to her. eileen resign frm her job n got wat she always dream of, staying at hm to b her taiati, to b exact, is b her little princess maid.

fri, i was so piss, something wrong wif my phone. left wk early n head to e singtel shop, their attitude really suck n pissed me more off. cannot get my stuff done, need to come back e nxt day again.

den afr visiting e singtel shop, went fish n  co for dinner wif hubby... while making payment, hubby ask them to kip the change, e waitress nv even pass me any mints whih wat dey always so. told hubby y tis time no sweet. guess wat, he actually tell e waitress i wan eat mints, she pass me a whole lot of sweets..so paisae!!!

afr dinner, hubby head hm n shower n we went to his fren, steven's hse for mahjong... guess wat, i nv lost tis time, i won ard 10bucks, so happy.. had a drink afr tt n head hm.

finally had a very nice slp today, slept till 2pm till hubby wake me up. receive call frm sharon, faster gt shower n went out to mit up wif her n junjia. went singtel again...haiz.. i hate their service...

well guys, guess i will still b missing in tis cyber world still, my internet connection is not up still, now is using hubby's lappy to kip u all update while he is having his shower.... arggghhh. my phone is crazy again... need to check it out again..

.......thinking........

went for a job interview this morning. yap!! i got e job, a 8 to 5 job tt i always wanted to find. working admin stuffs in epson, but onli as contact staff, something like a p/t staff, 3mth contact, 5 days work week.

still haven decide if to take up the job anot.

thanks for all e volka tt all force me to drink before i left tracy's bday celebration yest, i cant wake up today n nearly late for e job interview. took a cab down to harbourfront, kenna all e ERP n peak hour charge, it cost me 20plus jus to reach there. heart super pain.

but yest was really a fun day, once a year, can sabo tracy to e max. like wat all other staffs say. it revenge for all e scolding for e past year. shall upload e photo once my internet connection is up. no time even to call e singtel ppl to fix it..haiz!!!!

packed wif activities

kind of packed with activities tis weekend...thur, not working for e day. head down to haagen to do my revision for my exam. daopa curry fish head for eeteng n alicia, jus cant resist it, keep picking e food n eat.

finally sharon n junjia reach le, we head to thai express for our lunch.. yummy!!! miss their red ruby. afr lunch back to study again.

finally the rest knock off frm wk le. head to city plaza for our mee hoon kueh.. all of us is jus so craving for tt.. afr dinner, head to eat rochor du hua. soft n smooth, standard remain. i went to mit dear at grandlink, while e rest head for their mahjong game.

fri, woke up n head to airport. not for study, is for nike sale.. get to knw 2 of junjia fren, funny chaps, make us laugh thru out. no grap for e nike sale. so we head to e choc sale instead. i jus cant resist choc.brought quite alot. well afr graping e stuffs n touring e airport, time to chill out at TCC. D.S is wat all into now, sit there to play mario cart.

good time past fast, it already 7plus gg to 8 le. need to head hm n do some last min revision before my exam tml. study till 2plus at nite..so tired.

sat, up early by esther phone call, actually dun wan to go to school so early de. i guess im enuff wif e revision, but she got stuffs to ask me so head down to starbuck foe coffee n revision

finally exam is over, free frm books jus need to wait for my result n can grad frm my dip le. afr exam, no place to go, so head hm n nua. so tired watch tv half way n doze off le. wake up by andy sms, decide to change e mahjong plan to coffee session instead. got change n head out

head to makensultra at esplanade for our supper.. had a long chit chat session till dear done wif his dinner n pick me up.

sun, drag myself off bed, head to aunty hse, is my granpma 3rd death anniversary. well afr tis day, can say me n my father side relative totally are not related at all le. afr praying, head to yeye's hse, sit for awhile den dear can n pick me up n went to his hse to nua e whole day coshe hav no car to go out.

till ard 8 dear parents cum hm le, so we head to kallang kfc for our dinner. afr dinner, bark dear to bring me to mt faber. heard tt there lot of changes over there. there a henderson wave, is 64.5 above sea level. e view there is superb.. love e place. poor dear was so tired afr e walk.

anyway my internet connection is down again. guess i'll MIA for quite some time again.

blank

kind of having a mixed feeling now, very confuse....

in either way i cannot please both side...

dun go genting i will disappoint alicia, she like so looking forward for e trip... i feel so guilty, feel so bad... i can totally understand how sad alicia can be.

if i go genting, dear will not b happy.. i dun wan to hav endless quarrelment over tis issue.

i feel tt im so bad in either way... in both ways, there will someone will be disappointed in e decision i made.

~my mind is totally blank~

back home

back to my own home le...sitting on my sofa in e living room, wif e 4 walls ard me, as usual home alone even at tis late hour. feel kind of lonely w/o dear by my side.. jus for 2week stayin at his hse, suddenly feel so depended to hav him by my side.

let me recap wat had happen the pass few days. hmmmm......

well, fri, sharon came visit me n junjia at our shop. envy her, finish exam n she can relax le, but mine is coming soon. no confident in tis module, jus aim for a pass, i dun need to hav gd grade n i'll b happy enuff le.

me, alicia n junjia was busy discussing our genting trip... im so looking forward for e trip. i'll gonna miss my dear badly when i go oversea. catch up a little wif sharon n christopher, did not realise e time, nearly late for class, so need to skip my dinner le, no time to buy food.

afr sch, took a bus back hm, timing jus nice, once i step in e gate not long dear oso hm le... tired day, afr tidy up dear room for him, really make my nose itchy, full of cat fur. had a early nite rest afr tt.

sat, woke dear up for wk, doze off back to slp real soon n totally forgotten to make his coffee for him, feel so bad. wake up at ard 10plus, tidy dear room alittle as usual, had my shower n head out. going to face my biggest fear.

went to e dental. get my teeth fix, cost me a bomb, didnt bring enuff money luckily mum was there n help me pay. 200bucks for tis session.. still got a few more session to go, jus hope to get it done real soon. i tink e pain is much more compare to get myself a tattoo. since young nv wan to visit a dental if i got choice.

afr my dental appointment, ah ze sent us to ikea to buy stuff for our hse. my numbness on my face still havent go off i feel like so weird, cannot speak properly, smile is like onli 1 side of e lip move, i look totally retard.

afr ikea, went back hm wif mum to put e stuffs den she head to wk le n i doze off while waiting for dear to pick me up. dear call me when he reach, my head is killing me as e numbness had goes off, i can feel e pain le.

no choice, reach dear hse head straight to slp afr taking e pain-killer, i even forget to take my contact lens off. had a long nap, if dear nv wake me up i guess i will continue slp. poor dear, waiting for me to wake up for dinner yet i slp till so late.

had our dinner n head hm again. watch e 3 kingdom half way, jimmy called. head to pick him up n went loyang there to pai pai. afr tt, went kembangan for a drink. dey had a long chat till ard 2plus, but jimmy like still dun wan to go hm.

reach hm le, me n dear continue our 2nd disc n head straight to bad afr tt.

wake up super late today, woke up at 3plus.. wake u le, had our lunch, nua e whole day again. till evening time, afr shower, packed my stuffs n it time to head back hm le.. so sad. i wan to hv my dear by my side.

got a gd news today, alicia's parents allow her to go genting with us le...yeah!!!!! looking forward for the trip.

im so tired

yest woke up at 8am as usual to wake my hubby up for wk, for myself, im not wking..so i went back to my la la land again soon afr i wake hubby up. in e end i totally forgotten to wake up n make his coffee for him.

nearly overslp, luckily alicia's phone call wake me up. faster go for a shower n need to head back my own hse le. went interchange to daopa lunch for mum, see e weather so hot, decide not to walk hm, so wait for e stupid 229, waited for so long for e bus to come.

afr lunch head straight to "work". it a more tiring job to clean up e mess in my hse den really go work. super tired. nearly finish e cleanin up at ard evening time den hubby came n pick me up afr his wk, went for dinner, n we head back to his hse.seeing tt my hse gg to be done soon, mean i need to move back hm real soon. i will really miss e time to hav hubby by my side, day n nite.

dear got lot of stuffs to do, so dun disturb him, watch my crunchy roll. watch "love undercover", a nice, funny n touching show. continue my show even my hubby went to bed le, watch till 12midnite n it my turn to go slp le.

alarm went off at 3am, time to wake up for soccer final. really dun feel like waking up, nua till 330am den me n hubby drag our body out of the bed. argghhh... we miss e 1st goal at 26min. while watching, hubby still continue wif his wk stuffs, i really pity him sometime.

actually im really tired, dun feel like watching de, but i feel bad leaving hubby alone doing his stuffs n watch soccer all by himself, so decide to stay awake n accom him.

a draw game, wait for e penilty kick. finally, man u win e game. time is nearly 6am le, when we going in e room, saw a lizard at e door, faster carry jon to catch e lizard for us n head straight to bed afr tt.

wake up late today, so tired. dunno wat wrong wif hubby alarm, time is not rite, so he wake up late too. faster get wash up, make coffee for hubby, make e bed, no time to wait for him to go off together so i went off 1st. so stone at wk, tired, tired, tired...1st time tryin to wake up half way thru my slp to watch soccer like tis