muffy is gone

today at wk time pass real fast. encounter a strange customer today. the way she dress up, her make-up, the way she present herself and her speech was so horrible. a 50 over yr old woman, cuddle to a old man. not that im mean, but she really look so b****y and s***y. her strong perfume can really make u leak of oxygen.

tracy reach wk early cos she had alot of stuff to settle, still need to conduct staffs training. i feel so bad that i still request to leave early. afr dear come n pick me up, head to his offic to pick his mum den we head to steven road to the "animal hospital" to visit muffy.

reach there at ard 630pm, but the nurse say we can only visit muffy afr 7pm. so we head to toa payoh to have our dinner. his mum suggest to go lor 4 there for dinner, she say is nice. is jus a normal hawker centre, but the food there was really cheap and nice.

afr dinner, went back to visit muffy. it really damm sad, she look so sick, her eyes dun even look at us. they decide to put muffy to slp rather den let her suffer, saw dear's mum cry till so badly i oso dunno wat to do.

thru out the journey back hm, silent fill me. alot of thought run pass my mind, but i dunno wat im thinkin. guess it really remind me when the time my guinen pig die. it hurt, guess i can really throw away the thought of getting a puppy, i dun wan go thru all this pain again.