On 16th June 2015, my grandpa left. Even though everyone are well prepared for his departure anytime soon, but it still hurt. I did not make it in time to bid my final good bye to him. He left in the evening, I'm not able to beat the after office hours traffic from school to reach in time.
The funeral was full on hic-up, fight broke out internally during the last day. We did not even manage to complete the ritual for grandpa, I do not know how can he ever rest in peace seeing their children behave in this manner, fighting in the public.
Last Tuesday, it my grandma's turn. She was perfectly fine leaving without any form of symptom. It was the 15days after my grandpa left, on a same Tuesday, I received a message saying that my grandma was send to A&E, sadly, I did not make it once again, she pass away on her way to the hospital.
That was really a great impact to everyone of us, especially the children, our parents. They lost both their parents on the same month, the first grieve have yet to settle down and here come another blow.
The scene in hospital was awful, fight broke out once again, involving the councilor in hospital and policemen, my family was really a disgraced in the public, getting other to step into our family affair.
Finally everything was over yesterday, the past 5days was really super tensed, just hoping that everything can settle peacefully. My mum collapse when she saw my grandma's coffin heading for the cremation, I saw her eyes flip and I'm so afraid that my mum with leave with my grandma. I yelled at my top of the voice trying to pulled her back to sense, ask her to just look at me and my sister but nothing else, I was really freak out at the point of time, I tremble so badly after my mum was back.
Just like after my grandpa's cremation, my body are covered with bruises now just to grab hold of my mum. I'm so grateful that my husband and brother-in-law are there to help us, without them, me & my sister won't be able to handle the whole situation ourselves.
The final lap is over now, I'm still feeling rather lost about the leaving of both of my grandparents, but at the same time, it might be a good thing that they left together, at least they have each other accompany on the rainbow bridge.
Yeye, Ahma, please rest in peace now, everyone is in a good hand, both of you will live in my heart forever.
